May 1, 2010
The ANSWER been given by heaven.. i know already.. how? why..? wad am i suppose to do? I'M NOW VERY CONFUSE. no reaction from him. he sleep. ya, angry me.. i know, u have been very angry with me.. do u even think that i do all this on purpose? do u think i wan things to be this way? do u even think that i wan to make u angry everytime? answer is NO! just that i couldnt help it ! i dun even know wad am i talking or doing ! but if u think this shouldnt work out this way, then tell me...we will slove and end it. do u know why i'm scare of u doing wad i have been worrying about? cause i dun have confidence, no confidence in myself.. i dun believe... i dont ! i cried,again. after i hang the phone. when can all this tears stop? GOD, why am i like this? why is he like this? why are we like this..?! can u tell me the answer..?!?!
i'm now alone. fear. worries. confusion.
i'm so afraid now..
i need...
we chatted about our problems. we got a final decision..
sorry...
when u go taiwan, u take care bah..
wadever u want to do.. then do bah..
i will wish u happiness de..
must be happy okies...
another sorry..to ******.
i dunno. even though i promised not to bring u away.. but i still..
sorry...
i really couldnt bear...
sorry...
[[even though i couldn't bear..but no matter what happens, i will still love the special you..]]
GOD, PLEASE BLESS THEM.
IS TIME..
TO END IT..
.: can all this be stop? :.
i'm now alone. fear. worries. confusion.
i'm so afraid now..
i need...
we chatted about our problems. we got a final decision..
sorry...
when u go taiwan, u take care bah..
wadever u want to do.. then do bah..
i will wish u happiness de..
must be happy okies...
another sorry..to ******.
i dunno. even though i promised not to bring u away.. but i still..
sorry...
i really couldnt bear...
sorry...
[[even though i couldn't bear..but no matter what happens, i will still love the special you..]]
GOD, PLEASE BLESS THEM.
IS TIME..
TO END IT..
.: can all this be stop? :.
♥ signing off
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