May 29, 2010

I'M BORED. i dunno what to blog too.. i dunno how to express my feeling now lah.. is so fuck up.. in bad mood, i can say. smsed with niko jie. what she said was kinda right regarding my relationship. den dunno why the hell my tears rolled down. anyway, thanks jie. ^-^ i called him. we chatted awhile.. he asked me dun anyhow think.. then his phone no money liao,suddenly cut off.. i'm sad.. freaking sad. i... hate myself for doing what i should not.. i regretted. i'm tired. facing every single problems on my own.. i really need someone,a shoulder for me to lean against. and cry out all i want.. will this be better..?
.: DO U KNOW HOW MUCH U MEAN TO ME :.
♥ Blissed Lover :
cynthia (:
eighteen
libra
02oct1993
♥ 2 years 4 months anniversary
♥ MARRIED
♥ LOVES [<333]
+ THANWEIXIANG ~
stoopiid ♥
clumsy ♥
loves to sleep ♥
being too nice ♥
always get bullied ♥[T-T]
IF DISLIKE ME,DONT VIEW MI.
DONT SPAM NONSENSE HERE.
♥ MORE ABOUT.. :
♥ BELOVEDS
+ specialchild
+ sweety-thesunshinelady
+ wugui-blackygirl
+ sweetheart-"actcute"lady
+ honey-thecheerfullady
+ ahzhongthe"lame"guy
+ mayxia-thecrazylady
+ lina-thejokerlady
+ ahtien-thecuteboii
+ sicheng-"train"guy
+ xiiaoT0ny-thefunnyguy
+ nelson-theflirtyguy
+ niko.jie-thehelpfullady
+ xiia0Mei.jie-thefunnylady
+ valentiina-thecutegirl
+ min.kor-thestoppiidguy
+ nick.kor-thestraight-forwardguy
♥ HATEREDS
+ back-stabber
+ break promises
+ liars
+ spammer
+ ppl forcing
+ being alone
♥ YUMMIES
+ japanese
+ korean
+ ice-cream
+ cakes
+ chocolate
+ sweets
♥ WISHES :
♥ ♥ ♥
+ last long with dada ~ [^-^]
+ want HAPPINESS
+ a RING from him ~ hehe
+ FREEDOM
+ able to stay at his chalet
+ learn dancing
+ learn jap/korean language
+ DRAWING(just hobbies)
+ handbag
+ nice clothing
+ pretty shoes
+ "upgrade" my appearance
+ enjoy GREAT meals
+ own laptop
+ "O"level certificate
+ earn lots of $$$
+ poly & course i want
+ own house
+ travel round the world