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May 17, 2010
NOW at his house. eat something.. cause health not good. weak, currently. is he really so busy? i dunno. i only know that.. no calls or sms from him after 13 may.. i'm sad. disappointed. i dunno ! =( wad am i going to do.. yesterday, i smsed him alot. he tried to call me. but cannot. i received a sms saying his card is low.. so i know he tried to call me. but his taiwan card leh? so fast finish..? hais. so just now went to his house there top up $20 for him lo.. i cannot control my mind to stop thinking about stuff i should not be.. i just fucking cannot control ! why? i'm such a bitch. he must be thinking why am i like this.. why am i so irritating right? haha.. i know... last night, out of no where, i cried. and cried hell lots time.. is this wad people call "depression"? OH.F. am i really..? i miss him and ******... i hate my family too.. controlling tighter. cause my damn fucking mother went to see my old dairy and even kept it. she haven tell my father yet.. HATE HER. from then on, i threw away all my stuff. do i even deserve to be treated like this?! i just want to have a simple life. being with someone i love. that's all. why can't they let me?! i want freedom ! it sucks lots when parents start to control wad they should not..and wad they should when they dun ! damnmit. i'm so piss-off now.
-when can all this be gone..
and
let me lead a better life..
at least
a happy life..
simply
just want to be with him..
because
i do really love him..-
weixiang, if u read this blog.. i hope u can understand how i feel.. making a fuss is not wad i want. is not wanting to break up.. is because i really really am concern.. sorry..
where am i heading to..
.: HEAVEN OR HELL :.
♥ Blissed Lover :
cynthia (:
eighteen
libra
02oct1993
♥ 2 years 4 months anniversary
♥ MARRIED
♥ LOVES [<333]
+ THANWEIXIANG ~
stoopiid ♥
clumsy ♥
loves to sleep ♥
being too nice ♥
always get bullied ♥[T-T]
IF DISLIKE ME,DONT VIEW MI.
DONT SPAM NONSENSE HERE.
♥ MORE ABOUT.. :
♥ BELOVEDS
+ specialchild
+ sweety-thesunshinelady
+ wugui-blackygirl
+ sweetheart-"actcute"lady
+ honey-thecheerfullady
+ ahzhongthe"lame"guy
+ mayxia-thecrazylady
+ lina-thejokerlady
+ ahtien-thecuteboii
+ sicheng-"train"guy
+ xiiaoT0ny-thefunnyguy
+ nelson-theflirtyguy
+ niko.jie-thehelpfullady
+ xiia0Mei.jie-thefunnylady
+ valentiina-thecutegirl
+ min.kor-thestoppiidguy
+ nick.kor-thestraight-forwardguy
♥ HATEREDS
+ back-stabber
+ break promises
+ liars
+ spammer
+ ppl forcing
+ being alone
♥ YUMMIES
+ japanese
+ korean
+ ice-cream
+ cakes
+ chocolate
+ sweets
♥ WISHES :
♥ ♥ ♥
+ last long with dada ~ [^-^]
+ want HAPPINESS
+ a RING from him ~ hehe
+ FREEDOM
+ able to stay at his chalet
+ learn dancing
+ learn jap/korean language
+ DRAWING(just hobbies)
+ handbag
+ nice clothing
+ pretty shoes
+ "upgrade" my appearance
+ enjoy GREAT meals
+ own laptop
+ "O"level certificate
+ earn lots of $$$
+ poly & course i want
+ own house
+ travel round the world
