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Jun 27, 2010




TODAY is our 1 year 7 month anniversary.

we quarrelled last night till today. everything is in a mess.. i'm confused. i'm lost. on the way to cousin's house, i cried. he said something, that really hurts my heart alot.. alot more than anyone do.. he is the first guy i love so much, the first guy who i thought wouldn't say such things to me... but in the end, he did.. wad am i supposed to do? i dunno. feel like just banging the wall. how... how can he say such things so easily and get fed up with me? are guys all like this? he.. does he even like me..? i really want to know his true feelings towards me.. i hate guessing his feelings. even an apology, he doesn't seems sincere. i can feel that, he is angry with me and forcing himself to say sorry to me.. this is not wad i want.. heart is fragile,but he doesnt seems to know it. cause he kept hurting me time and again. making me feel so pain.. whenever we quarrelled,he will off his hp. he is running away from our problems.. i dunno why he do that.. my feelings and emotions are now all mess up. trying to control,trying to stop all these messy stuff. but i can't...


been feeling sick this few days. no idea why. but..all kinds of sickness moving round my body.. hais..



+ MYLIFEJUSTSUCKALOT +



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