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Jul 18, 2010
I dont know anymore . is it a lie .. if it is, it really hurts my heart alot , because i really love u .. are u really concern about me ? u tell me ? how concern are u ? is it wrong wanting u to concern me ? is it wrong wanting u to contact me often ? is it wrong wanting u to worry me ? is it wrong wanting u to love me more than anything ?
YOU TELL ME !
my feelings, are so confused . i cried till i slept last night . i told u , that i cried cause of u ? u didnt react much . i'm sad and disappointed . is it whatever i said , is already useless to u ? wad am i..? wad actually am i to u ? my heart is being teared apart ... because of ur actions . why do u have to lie to me ? what the fuck is wrong with our relationship ?! i can't figure it out ! i'm trying hard to let u, listen to u, but when have u let or listen to me ?! i can sacrifice for u like nobodys business, but wad have u done for me ? ya, i'm not ur first love, so it just doesnt matter . but why ? if u dun love me, den why do u have to let me love u like hell ? is it wrong to love u ?!
ALL I WANT IS JUST A SIMPLE LOVE !
I JUST WANT A SINCERE LOVE FROM U !
but, why .. is it so hard for u to do that for me ?
i'm going crazy with my life, is really getting out of control . my parents are making me mad, controlling my life and not thinking of my feelings ! i dont know how long can i hang on to my life . really wanna slash my wrist ... and u, are making me mad too . why are u treating me like this ?!?! why ?!?!
GOD, IS IT SO WRONG WANTING A GUY THAT I LOVE DEEPLY TO LOVE ME BACK DEEPLY TOO ?!
.: I'M USELESS :.
♥ Blissed Lover :
cynthia (:
eighteen
libra
02oct1993
♥ 2 years 4 months anniversary
♥ MARRIED
♥ LOVES [<333]
+ THANWEIXIANG ~
stoopiid ♥
clumsy ♥
loves to sleep ♥
being too nice ♥
always get bullied ♥[T-T]
IF DISLIKE ME,DONT VIEW MI.
DONT SPAM NONSENSE HERE.
♥ MORE ABOUT.. :
♥ BELOVEDS
+ specialchild
+ sweety-thesunshinelady
+ wugui-blackygirl
+ sweetheart-"actcute"lady
+ honey-thecheerfullady
+ ahzhongthe"lame"guy
+ mayxia-thecrazylady
+ lina-thejokerlady
+ ahtien-thecuteboii
+ sicheng-"train"guy
+ xiiaoT0ny-thefunnyguy
+ nelson-theflirtyguy
+ niko.jie-thehelpfullady
+ xiia0Mei.jie-thefunnylady
+ valentiina-thecutegirl
+ min.kor-thestoppiidguy
+ nick.kor-thestraight-forwardguy
♥ HATEREDS
+ back-stabber
+ break promises
+ liars
+ spammer
+ ppl forcing
+ being alone
♥ YUMMIES
+ japanese
+ korean
+ ice-cream
+ cakes
+ chocolate
+ sweets
♥ WISHES :
♥ ♥ ♥
+ last long with dada ~ [^-^]
+ want HAPPINESS
+ a RING from him ~ hehe
+ FREEDOM
+ able to stay at his chalet
+ learn dancing
+ learn jap/korean language
+ DRAWING(just hobbies)
+ handbag
+ nice clothing
+ pretty shoes
+ "upgrade" my appearance
+ enjoy GREAT meals
+ own laptop
+ "O"level certificate
+ earn lots of $$$
+ poly & course i want
+ own house
+ travel round the world
