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Jan 2, 2011
i have decided to give up everything. i'm not hoping for anything. because everytime i hope,wish..things just got worst. on 1jan2011,he told me he loves me,hoping we can continue our relationship years and years..do u even know how happy when i saw that sms??? but last night,he said money is more more important to him..and cause of work and friends,he left me alone. last night,he is supposed to fetch me home. but he choose to work night shift and left me all alone.. is this how much u love,care for me???? since u have decided money is important than me... den i tell u,i have decided to give up on myself..since u dun love me..dun wanna meet..dun care about me..den i dun think i have anything to care,love and give a damn to anything anymore.. i'm tired. the only way now is..i will torture myself. by slashing,eating med,doing lots of crazy stuff i have hardly or never done before..i'm serious. i've make up my mind. now,i'm only waiting for god/hell to bring me away from this sadness place..and now,i finally know...to u,wad am i.. u have never ever love me truly before.. because if u have,u wouldnt have told me money is more important than me.. i'm disappointed and sad. someone i trusted and love have told me something that have broken my heart...
u have never love me truly from your heart.
512377=i will miss you.
.:I'M LOST,I DUNNO WAD TO DO ANYMORE:.
♥ Blissed Lover :
cynthia (:
eighteen
libra
02oct1993
♥ 2 years 4 months anniversary
♥ MARRIED
♥ LOVES [<333]
+ THANWEIXIANG ~
stoopiid ♥
clumsy ♥
loves to sleep ♥
being too nice ♥
always get bullied ♥[T-T]
IF DISLIKE ME,DONT VIEW MI.
DONT SPAM NONSENSE HERE.
♥ MORE ABOUT.. :
♥ BELOVEDS
+ specialchild
+ sweety-thesunshinelady
+ wugui-blackygirl
+ sweetheart-"actcute"lady
+ honey-thecheerfullady
+ ahzhongthe"lame"guy
+ mayxia-thecrazylady
+ lina-thejokerlady
+ ahtien-thecuteboii
+ sicheng-"train"guy
+ xiiaoT0ny-thefunnyguy
+ nelson-theflirtyguy
+ niko.jie-thehelpfullady
+ xiia0Mei.jie-thefunnylady
+ valentiina-thecutegirl
+ min.kor-thestoppiidguy
+ nick.kor-thestraight-forwardguy
♥ HATEREDS
+ back-stabber
+ break promises
+ liars
+ spammer
+ ppl forcing
+ being alone
♥ YUMMIES
+ japanese
+ korean
+ ice-cream
+ cakes
+ chocolate
+ sweets
♥ WISHES :
♥ ♥ ♥
+ last long with dada ~ [^-^]
+ want HAPPINESS
+ a RING from him ~ hehe
+ FREEDOM
+ able to stay at his chalet
+ learn dancing
+ learn jap/korean language
+ DRAWING(just hobbies)
+ handbag
+ nice clothing
+ pretty shoes
+ "upgrade" my appearance
+ enjoy GREAT meals
+ own laptop
+ "O"level certificate
+ earn lots of $$$
+ poly & course i want
+ own house
+ travel round the world
